I feel like a failure
Somedays I wanna be normal for a bit
I want to, again, fly off some tall building
I don't feel like living anymore
But i find comfort & strength
Not of my own
I find it from God.
I find my purpose in living
Because of Him
all i know, is i find rest in You.
I am too lazy to write something that rhymes.
Could i be stressed subconsciously?
I still wake up in the early mornings ;
wondering why the alarm hasn't rung/thinking i should be awake/to pull on my blanket on.
but seriously, how on earth is that possible?
And today i am wondering,
why our relationship status, why our PURITY is taken for granted?
I find no purpose in this world. I only see a reason to live in Him
all i know, if i find rest in You.
that was a few weeks ago (:
i've been pretty busy.
but not really also lah :P
went out with Carmen, Khalee and Leena just now
walked to Burger King (Burber King!) from Ipoh Timur
walking doesn't seem troublesome anymore :)
we went to Tokutokuya and bought matching bottles (yes, we are weird)
then we studied at Burger King while talking and doing nonsense!
we ate fries and drank lots of coke
not much after that, but it was a good girls time out!
monthly test soon.
God is good all the time! :D
God bless ! :)