Friday, January 13, 2012

Thursday, January 12, 2012

Finally i'm Forced To Face The Truth...

no matter what i say i'm not over you



Gavin DeGraw's Not Over You has been on replay for the past few days. found some really good covers too :)
i realize that this will all be only just a dream

we know that the first stage is the prettiest
your heart goes crazy just at the sight of his name/picture
you go crazy when he talks to you
it's so crazy that you start smiling like an idiot..
but the problem is, will this all just be left there?
i mean there's literally no space for us to grow
we're stunted
i don't see us happening in the future
so,
Conclusion : i'm an idealistic realist.

we know that the latter stage is the ugliest
you're either broken or it isn't a pretty sight
your heart still goes crazy at the sight of his name/picture
you still go crazy when he talks to you
it's so crazy that you heart heaves a sigh because you remember all the times he talked to you
but the problem is, will this all just be left there?
i mean we built us up, then tear us down, like an old abandoned house
we're no longer what we used to be
i don't see us happening in the future
so,
Conclusion : i'm an idealistic realist.


what i'm saying may not make sense. i don't even understand some of the words i'm using.

but i look around, and i see people in love.
but i can't determine my own love.
i am not in a rush,
and i know love is waiting,
love will wait, but what does it take to know you're in love?
what does it take to know that you're ready for a commitment?


just curious :)
i type what i think

28th November 2011

Alone in nature with the perfect breeze,
Fine, i'm actually on a balcony
The balcony of my hotel room
facing the sky,
The mountains & greens, so perfect, alike.
I hear the artificial waterfall, down below
not all natural but soothing enough
Tis' my escape, i've always adored,
away from the pace, where i come from.
Here, i watch as the cloud move by,
wondering if humans have grace alike,
oh God, how wonderful Your creation be,
oh God, how beautiful, all the abandonment i see,
I see Your power in the sky,
I see Your glory shine so bright,
I see You paint the clouds go by,
I see You paint the colours tonight.




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well, i wrote that when i was in Cameron Highlands last year :)