why do we fall for people who obviously like someone else & will never fall the same way for you?
it's pretty weird
we know that we shouldn't feel the way we do
but we continue building it up
like building a castle out of paper cups on a windy day at the beach
will not the cups fly toward the ocean or at any direction?
will you not be left brokenhearted?
BECAUSE THE PAST IS PRESENT
'We don't know what we're doing'
'Let's do it again'
Not in this case.
we don't know why these things happen
we are lost & confused
how do we fix things?
how do we relieve the pain?
how do we make each other laugh again?
i hear the sound of my heart beating but 'a warm body don't mean i'm alive'
'What time is it where you are?
i miss you more than anything'
'& it's driving me mad, i miss you so bad.'
is there someone i can build a fresh friendship with?
cause i've broken all that i had and i don't feel like fixing anything.
There's no point looking back anyway.
God, chisel away. even though it hurts & it's painful, chisel away God, i know You'll never forsake me (:
i just want a friend i can tell anything to!
talk to about ANYTHING!
an almost best friend! someone who'll tell me what's wrong.
someone who can sense when there's something wrong.
someone who knows that i actually hate the silence unless i'm happy.
that ultimately knows that i just need someone there for me. & will accept me for who i am & care.
i am a dark shadow
i don't know where i go
i don't know why people don't understand me
i don't know why me caring is misunderstood as something else
why won't anybody see through me?
see that i need love & care?
i'm just like every other human
i think others get more love than me
but nobody sees.
Every lost friendship is like the rain, it rains, and rains & sometimes it floods. it destroys some of the things we have and things never seem to get better. but remember that the sun will shine again & the rain clouds are sure to go away. it won't rain forever & things will get better. take heart. (:
& friends are like the rain clouds (:
even when the rain clouds leave,
you still feel the loss of the friendship because you're still drenched
i asked for the crash
to see that person with someone else ;
i got it.
because i know it was never meant to be.