Thursday, March 28, 2013

spontaneous blabber

the moon was so clear tonight
i wished to be right under the sky
moon watching, star gazing
that would be a nice thing to do with someone

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it's been a long time since i felt grumpy cause i failed to see someone
it's a strange and foreign feeling

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my mind clears up after rantings on twitter
seems like the inspirational-poetic days are gone with the school life
or maybe i need to put pen to paper again
that seemed much more effective than typing
also, my green 'thoughts & ideas' book seemed to be my poetic-mojo or something


i've been taking life too easily, haven't been serious about it
which isn't a good thing
if someone would slap me in the face but help me get in responsible ways
i would appreciate that
constant-help
God
i take Him for granted too often
and yet He always welcomes me back with open arms
and loves me so unconditionally like He always has

one of the previous Sundays, the sermon was about how God loves Jacob even though he cheated his father and brother. God loves the unlovable, people no human could ever find easy to love, but that's how our God is. He loves us no matter what, and i find that great.

Your love never fails, it never gives up, it never runs out on me

Oh, how He loves us so! oh, how He loves us, how He loves us so!

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i feel so typical, i guess i'm looking for a miracle