Saturday, September 28, 2013


(*challenges myself to actually finish this post)

because it takes a lot of inspiration to make me feel determined to actually finish up a blogpost!


which can i cross?
which have i crossed?
what are the risks?

there are lines i know i shouldn't cross
there are consequences, i realize
and yet there seems to be a thrill
in going to the other side

and at the end of the day,
when i'm afraid,
is not that my heart will break,
i don't want to break a heart

i know we can't make anything out of this
but how do i distance myself from it?
how do i keep things as simple as possible?
how do i not complicate our emotions and feelings?

God, i don't know what to do
and even when the solution is quite clear,
but i have no will to,
please be my strength and give me wisdom
to deal with trials You bring me to graciously
to be all that You want me to be


so much i intend to say
so much i want to let out
but then again, as always, i can't find the right words
the right words to blur out the direct meaning
the right words that say enough about what i'm going through

anyhow, God has been, is, always will be amazing
His grace is enough for me
and the lessons He teaches me are humbling.

take me to deeper waters, God

have a great Sunday, a great week, and God bless you! :)

Monday, September 9, 2013


i like going to church
i love going to the house of the Lord!
people question the need to do so

yesterday, i thought of an illustration
God is my best Friend and i can be best friends with Him anywhere and He'll be there
i can be friends with Him every other day
but why do i choose to go to His house on Sundays?

it's like going to your best friend's house,
it's unnecessary, but you still do it
going to your best friend's house is a sign of closeness
you might do the same things every time you go to their house,
but it means something to the both of you
it brings joy to the both of you
the house(or the home) of someone brings you more of your best friend than you could ever imagine
it brings parts of your friend that can never be brought out anywhere else


i found the answers to my questions
answers that were so simple, so basic
things that i should know from the heart,
having 'memorized the law since i was three'

i tell myself that i can do better
some day i'm gonna get it all together,
who am i fooling?
i am weak and prone to be the me that i will always be
so what's left to do but surrender?

there are people i meet
i tell myself that it's better not to get involved
if i know that i cannot do it properly
and if that's the case,
i might as well never get involved in anything God brings me to

God has called me to love
and can i love with my own capacity?
of course not!
that is why He asks that i rely on Him
to draw the love and strength from Him
so simple, so basic
and yet i constantly forget this simple truth

this truth sets me free,
it sets me free when i practice it

does the man i am today
say the words You need to say?

let them see You in me
let them hear You when i speak
let them feel You when i sing
let them see You
let them see You in me


good day to all of you!
God bless!

Saturday, September 7, 2013


blehhh. should be doing my assignments.

the campus internet blocked Twitter and YouTube now. they didn't before this. sigh.


Still Into You by Paramore, i dedicate to Arsenal :P


i don't really know what the point of this post is lol
been meaning to express myself on certain stuff, but i can't seem to put them into words
so yeah
'til next time! bye!

God bless you! :)