Wednesday, July 16, 2014

Throwback

okay so i have an abnormal hobby of reading my Twitter archive(and sometimes scrolling through my Facebook timeline) and i found some stuff. i'm not sure if i got it off somewhere or if i made it up myself or if i've even posted it on my blog before but i doubt i have. so here,


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You're on a train to nowhere, it brings you into the wilderness & one day it'll leave you stranded there, leaving you to find your way back.
If it's fun while it lasts, will you still take the trip? Knowing that all you'll be left with is a broken heart and painful memories

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"if we're not meant to be, why did this spark ignite?" one of those questions none of us may ever find the answer to.

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tonight, is it alright to ask questions about why we feel certain emotions? if it's okay, if it would break? #heartfelt

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i don't know why, but in the process of building friendships, i always fear the end of it.
i wonder, "What if the good part in a friendship is limited?", "How far do we go from here?", "What if i screw up?" sigh

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" your boyfriend if he is a different football club supporter and says that he'll support you no matter what."

"FACT : female football supporters have harder time finding boyfriends if they support a club which is not widely supported."

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"en serio, salir de mi cabeza, muchas gracias"

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that's all for now. more to come soon, maybe.

God bless you!

Sunday, July 6, 2014

Joys

the drizzle started to fall
and i had to go back in to get my umbrella
as i stepped out again,
it felt like a funeral in the movies
the rain was fresh and i could smell it strong
the ground was still warm,
but the winds were not calm
but my umbrella was yellow
and i figured that it couldn't be
that i was in a funeral like the movies

i went to the cafeteria
for dinner, for food
i haven't exactly been looking forward to this meal
i dreaded the food and its lack of variety
i tried to be thankful, but i found myself complaining
and then i found rice, fried with cabbage
although not fantastic, it was good, for a change
my taste buds were beaming at the different tastes
there was even potato wedges again

and i'm not sure what caused this outburst of poem
but i'm really grateful for the little i get to enjoy
i'm grateful for the weekend, for being able to walk
and ultimately, being able to be in the house of the Lord
as always, there's peace when i'm in His presence
and it's always been a joy to worship in congregation
i thank Him for strength when i've been unable
i thank Him for grace when i've been down under

i start to make no sense,
but let this be known
that the Lord is my God in whom i'm made whole


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i'll be back in Ipoh in about 17 days. God has been opening my eyes to the works of His hands


if my heart has grown cold, there Your love will unfold
as You open my eyes to the work of Your hands
and my heart will find praise, i'll delight in Your way




God bless you!